Será só amargura?

Angel

Spend all your time waiting 
For that second chance 
For a break that would make it okay 
There's always some reason 
To feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day 
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release 
Memories seep from my veins 
Let me be empty
Oh and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight
In the arms of the angel 
Fly away from here 
From this dark cold hotel room 
And the endlessness that you feel 
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie 
You're in the arms of the angel 
Maybe you find some comfort here
So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn 
There's vultures and thieves at your back 
And the storm keeps on twisting 
You keep on building the lies 
That you make up for all that you lack 
It don't make no difference
Escaping one last time
It's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees 
In the arms of the angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room 
And the endlessness that you feel 
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverieYou're in the arms of the angel 
Maybe you find some comfort here 
You're in the arms of the angel 
Maybe you find some comfort here 

Sarah Mclachlan
 http://letras.mus.br/sarah-mclachlan/25347/traducao.html

Estava eu à pensar na vida, quando descobrir essa música que fala tanto de mim, do que tenho sentido e da vontade que tenho de conseguir realizar meus sonhos aparentemente irealizáveis. tudo que eu queria viver agora outras pessoas estão vivendo por mim e por elas, mas não sou eu lá! Meu coração dilacerado chora com a certeza de que esses sonhos tão almejados acabem enterrados. Só queria muito que alguém algum dia me entendesse, me ouvisse, se importasse com quem eu sou ou já fui, ou o que sinto, mas as vezes acho que é pedir demais para a vida que corre a passos largos e amargos. Será que realmente estou seca ou só reprimindo meus sentimentos?